me If you're reading ... I'm coming down , I feel that any go back to that time bad habits that I never wanted to talk. When it happens, please, not hate me, do not feel sorry for me. You may have to let go.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Bilingual Wording Wedding
do not know if I told you I've been a little over a year without cutting myself. Yes, a year now, but I still do feel like every time I get angry with someone or that I really have suicidal thoughts. I get anxious and start whenever to mourn start repeating "I cut, I cut." I think it's desperation to do so on the ground.
Today I realized that nothing has changed in me. While I spend longer lying in bed depressed, I still feel that way. I have had many nightmares this past week and that worries me. When I started my depression also began those dreams where I try to wake up and do screaming.
know, sometimes I think my life was easier when you lived self-absorbed, when nothing mattered. Was absent from this world, I do not care about anything, and my weight, or school, or others. That was in 2006, before knowing them.
I'm not who I want to be (or what others want) ... Yesterday my mother was watching a program model, and imagine they are ... and said "I hope some day I can see you so" ... Well, thanks mom, and now someone get me the rope. To finish I know that my boyfriend does not like how I dress. He wants you to use spaghetti straps, dresses, shoes. With my body I can not. On Sunday I tried on a dress that he likes, I saw a belly. He touched me and said, "but you can download it, right?" Of course I can, before I did, but how to do if I am forced to swallow what I put in front. I hated it when I touched my belly, it is believed, He also has and more and I'm not saying the drop.
I do not think they want to hand someone better than me?
Anyway. Yesterday I walked a bite but bad and very dizzy. Today I woke up at 11 am and had lunch a little cooked chicken breast with carrot puree. And that's all I'm going to sleep.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Teacher Conference Forms
2 less, missing 11 thousand pardons
I have lost 2 kg in the race where I am. I stopped spinning it as do not eat enough, breakfast only to get through the day and evening and very mild to feed the hungry, jicama or cucumber, can not take much exercise. I'd rather pass out at my house on the street, so I've been falling unos videos de ejercicios. Les paso un link, es de Tae Bo, apenas lo bajarè, en eso estoy. Ya bajè de Batuka, en google lo pueden buscar.
No he visto a mi novio desde hace 4 días, me enojé con él, creo que se està hartando de mi. Ayer le mandé un sms diciéndole que me dijera si ya lo daba por terminado, porque desde el sábado que no me llamaba. No me contestó, me harté de esperar y le marqué hoy. Me dió a entender que está muy ocupado en su trabajo y que sòlo pasan 3 días sin vernos y que ya me estoy muriendo. Qué poca, no? :S Mala onda... Hoy en la tarde y noche me marcó, espero que no lo haga por obligación. Pero sí me dolió imaginar que se había all over. I told myself never again fall in love. I swear by God that this is the last time.
certainly do not know how he got the address of my blog to favorites. My boyfriend used the computer and the internet in my house a few days later that I realized that, in the street I pointed out a girl sùperdelgadita. I love to see it clearly, but to avoid suspicion told him I was very skinny, it did not look good xD, but I said: But just want to be you. Uff, I panicked. Have seen my blog? I do not know how to ask.
Anyway ... Today I drank 2 liters of water, a coffee, a cigarette, 4 breast fajitas, a bit of jicama and that was it, wash some clothes, no exercise, just walking for an hour in the center. Cardiofit will practice tomorrow.
I have been craving tomato slices with salt and lemon xD, I think that's have lunch tomorrow.
Kisses, go ahead.
Here I give you the link:
http://www.taringa.net/posts/salud-bienestar/2630084/TaeBo-para-estar-en-Forma.html 
I have lost 2 kg in the race where I am. I stopped spinning it as do not eat enough, breakfast only to get through the day and evening and very mild to feed the hungry, jicama or cucumber, can not take much exercise. I'd rather pass out at my house on the street, so I've been falling unos videos de ejercicios. Les paso un link, es de Tae Bo, apenas lo bajarè, en eso estoy. Ya bajè de Batuka, en google lo pueden buscar.
No he visto a mi novio desde hace 4 días, me enojé con él, creo que se està hartando de mi. Ayer le mandé un sms diciéndole que me dijera si ya lo daba por terminado, porque desde el sábado que no me llamaba. No me contestó, me harté de esperar y le marqué hoy. Me dió a entender que está muy ocupado en su trabajo y que sòlo pasan 3 días sin vernos y que ya me estoy muriendo. Qué poca, no? :S Mala onda... Hoy en la tarde y noche me marcó, espero que no lo haga por obligación. Pero sí me dolió imaginar que se había all over. I told myself never again fall in love. I swear by God that this is the last time.
certainly do not know how he got the address of my blog to favorites. My boyfriend used the computer and the internet in my house a few days later that I realized that, in the street I pointed out a girl sùperdelgadita. I love to see it clearly, but to avoid suspicion told him I was very skinny, it did not look good xD, but I said: But just want to be you. Uff, I panicked. Have seen my blog? I do not know how to ask.
Anyway ... Today I drank 2 liters of water, a coffee, a cigarette, 4 breast fajitas, a bit of jicama and that was it, wash some clothes, no exercise, just walking for an hour in the center. Cardiofit will practice tomorrow.
I have been craving tomato slices with salt and lemon xD, I think that's have lunch tomorrow.
Kisses, go ahead.
Here I give you the link:
http://www.taringa.net/posts/salud-bienestar/2630084/TaeBo-para-estar-en-Forma.html
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